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Part 3 from my "second chance" story! (Rosebud Photo)

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Is this what the whole photoshoot is going to be like? I agonized… sitting there naked in this stranger’s apartment…..

“Ok, we are ready to start!” He pronounced. I had thought we started what seemed like hours ago (but was honestly, probably just 10 or 15 minutes). He sat about 5 feet away from where...

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My second chance ...continued! (Rosebud Photo)

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“Should I take off this robe now?” I needed confirmation that it was time for me to get naked… 16 years later, the model I am now would have just walked on set naked, but I was still unsure of myself.

“Yes, hand it here,” my skinny white arm stretched out with the white terrycloth textured robe at the end of i...

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My second chance at nude modeling... (Rosebud Photography)

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“Try on these heels” The photographer handed me a box that still had price tags on it.

I came to this place to pose nude for this man, and I had no reason to hesitate. This time was different. There was no hustled pile of paperwork and no mansplaining of what “opportunities” I shouldn’t miss out on… We discu...

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I needed the money... but...

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“By the way”, he stammered, humbly hunched over a large flopping black folder, “If you’d ever want to do photos like this in my studio…” he gestured while opening to the first page, “…I’ll pay you $125 per hour.”

The black floppy folder contained pretty pictures of young ladies like myself, but naked...

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1st Photoshoot story (ending!) (Photo by Matthew Cousins)

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Continuing this story from where I left off the day before yesterday! If you missed the first two segments, scroll back on my posts a little :) 

     “Um… No thanks…” I politely declined, while listening to the familiar dial tone of his AOL connection booting... he then  starte...

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(1st Photoshoot continued...) Photo by J-Lin

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(First photoshoot story continued...)      I crossed myself, and did as I was told. I didn't want to upset him further... soon I was fully naked in front of this strange angry man... "Wow, you're a natural!" his tone shifted from Hyde back to an enthusiastic Jekyll... "You're even BETTER nude than wit...

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Story of my first shoot... (Photo by Masha)

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     “Why don’t you come over and we will see if you make the cut?” The photographer stated, after hearing me express my insecurities. I was so nervous because I knew that models had to be at least 5’9 with perfect skin… I already had stretch marks and I am only 5’2… certainly I would be...

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VIDEO of Me and Erin Divine <3 w/ Photoshoot Ninja

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I had the pleasure of posing together with this sexy-positive soul, Erin Divine!! This is our 20 minute behind the scenes posing video.  This was my first time meeting Erin, she is such a sweetheart! She is also so fit and beautiful, with a good sense of humor. It was so fun posing nude with her! Enjoy watching us intera...

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I may appear innocent... (pic by Fotoarcade)

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I may appear innocent... but I am a bit of a sinner 😈

*Kristy

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Religious Trauma Syndrome (pic by Fotoarcade)

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According to Wikipedia: "The development of Religious Trauma Syndrome can be compared to the development of Complex PTSD, defined as a psychological disorder that can develop in response to prolonged, repeated experien...

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Indulge in LUST! It's ok

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It's ok to be hot, and it's ok to feel lust, we are humans, we are naughty animals. Let's love it!!

*Kristy

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My first emergency contraception... (Pic: K J Photography)

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<figure>Photo by K J Photography</figure>

“Do you have insurance?” Hell, I barely knew what insurance even was… I had a lot to learn, as a barely 16 year old who didn’t even know who Nirvana was, or even what cunnilingus w...

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How I lost my virginity. (pic + self portrait)

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“I freaking HATE my dad!” His angsty 17 year old voice felt harsh to my ears over the house phone. My first crush was a boy from church - the bad boy (obviously!) I heard he stole a car and flipped it once. I heard he smoked weed.

My need for the outside world and my apparent attraction to dark hair made ...

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NSFW Photo of the Day (self portrait)

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They call this Artist's Point or something like that :) 

*Kristy

XoXo

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Old Poetry (image by Bunny Luna)

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Poem from Nov 2003:


I was young, innocent

A virgin to cruelty and

Emotional toil. 

Under a homely roof

Living like all was bliss. 

But I did not realize

This life was fake. 

My friend, the spike 

And I were close. 

People would alw...

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Forced Brainwashing (pic by Dark Arts)

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   Without going too much into detail... my youth was very challenging after I decided I wanted freedom from my strict environment. When your bounds are all psychological, it's harder to understand them, which makes it like a mental torture... If I were literally tied up, at least I would have been able to unde...

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Never enough.... (pic: Alvarado)

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 “I can’t BELIEVE how many of you in this class forgot to bring your bibles to chapel last Friday!” Our balding bible teacher’s forehead and ears burned bright red with rage. “How could you FORGET? Is God NOT NUMBER ONE in your life? The first commandment says to ‘have no other gods before me’, RAISE YOUR H...

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A poem about being overly controlled... (pic: Julian Wilde)

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A Poem I wrote in Oct 2003, when I was 15: 

A small bright light

At the end of a tunnel

Like a star

It shines promisingly. 

Taunting me…

I want it so bad!

It’s call is so strong…

But this darkness I’m in

Holds me back. 

I have to endure it.&nbs...

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I couldn't feel the spirit. (pic: Cam Attree)

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You know that feeling you get when nothing obviously wrong is happening in front of your eyes, yet you feel uneasy? How certain can you be about your own thoughts and feelings though… when you’re only 13? At such a young age… does one’s “gut feeling” have any merit? How does one know what the world consists of whe...

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My secret guitar fetish... (pic: Jebediah)

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What soothes your soul? And what is your trauma trigger? I have a theory that my fetish for the sound of an acoustic guitar stems from my early childhood: On the good nights, my younger sisters and I were put to bed, and fell asleep to the soothing sound of my dad’s bar chords echoing from down the hall, while he led his bi...

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I was "bound" by religion... (Pic: Fotoarcade)

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It might be a bit odd for me to be writing about this here on Patreon... but I truly hope to get a closer connection with you here. I encourage you to reply in the comments below...

I grew up just like any other kid... not allowed to watch public TV... put to work for my dad... sheltered and strictly controlled... that...

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A re-introduction to me... (Pic: Sensual Soul)

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Starting today, I am going to be telling you my story… the story of where I came from… it’s going to be kinda cringe at times, but you just might find some things in my story that you can relate to… at least I hope so… Of course I will also be sharing my regular hott and spicy content all the time too :)
(Photo b...

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NSFW Photo of the Day by Carolyn Jean

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There was a complex backstory to this photo shoot.... maybe I will make a youtube video about it... anyway this was a beautiful day at the nude beach in seattle with my creative friend Carolyn Jean <3 

*Kristy

XoXo

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NSFW Photo of the Day by Shutterbug Studio

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Sorry I can't get to the phone right now, I am stuck in the washing machine!

*Kristy

XoXo

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NSFW Photo of the Day by Justine Marie

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Gosh I love hardwood floors... 

*Kristy

XoXo

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NSFW Photo of the Day by Daniel Chase

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One of my favorite shoots of all time. There is a video now ripped to every pRN website that was stolen from my youtube of the behind the scenes of me posing with this snake, it's easy to find by searching "Kristy Jessica posing with giant snake" - if you have a moment it's worth the look!

*Kristy

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NSFW Photo of the Day by Colin Jenkins

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Always bending, always trying, I have recently had some trouble staying quite so flexible, but I am just being extra hard on myself. I can be a pretzel for a photographer any time <3 

*Kristy

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NSFW Photo of the Day by Henry Vance

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The sensualities I sometimes fantasize about give me the thrills... are you ever a bit shocked by your own naughty dreams?

*Kristy

XoXo

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Majestic Mountaintop Photos by ShaunTia

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Meeting up with ShaunTia is always a magical excursion :) She is such an amazing talented artist. She was a full time traveling model before I even started modeling, she does model still but not nearly as much as “back in the day”. She’s known for her posing videos back when, and she is just so majestic… OBVS I am a H...

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NSFW Photo of the Day by FotoArcade

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I'm not so great at bending over and taking it but I'll do everything I can to please you <3

*Kristy

XoXo

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