Evil lessons
When life gives me lemons
I take some shots
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Plans
I'm planning to make a big project this year and I am slowly, with all the joy diving into it. It will conclude my selfportrats but through a little different perspective than before. I can't wait to let you know more, but when it's ready, stay patient. I adore u:)
2021-02-19 04:21:58 +0000 UTC View PostNight drama
Not sleeping again
Not because I can't
but because I won't
Competitive
Our love story
eventually turned
into a competition
Deeper
We surfed the wild waves together
You've shown me the depths of the ocean
But it don't matter
you belong somewhere else
and I need to go deeper
Keily
Quite a maditation, that was...hoping to see her soon again
More to come
Roadtrip
I just needed to feel the vibe of freedom so I went on a roadtrip last weekend
2021-01-24 14:30:20 +0000 UTC View PostBack to society
Sorry for not being here so much; - been bussy driving post with a van around town (yes, my new job)
- finally managed to get an equipement I needed (can't wait to start working on my new pc, life will get easier now)
- thinking about what needs a change
- you can find me now on
2021-01-22 15:01:18 +0000 UTC
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It's all just a lie
Familiar
with all the lies
what lies behind
is nothing but the truth
but the truth is unreal
just a lie we are telling to ourselves
Almost as if we are living in a bubble
that can break anytime now
You are you and never will be
Do your thing
make mistakes
learn from them
Change or don't
just open your eyes
feel the real deal
focus on yourself
and you'll know you need interaction
No matter who you are
You are you - and never will be
Night thoughts
Thoughts
They get me scared
thinking
about me
about you..
How do we even make sense
of pure reality
Don't you think it's overrated
this life
more like insanity
Don't you sometimes
doubt and look over your own limits
Do you ever get to the point
of no return
You think
I'm the monster now
since I ate all of your bullshit
And you're think you're safe..
Dear patrons
I did my last year's review and make an exclusive album just for you. The more I look at it the more I know, it was a magical year after all. I wish you a passionate and beautiful 2021 and always remember, I believe in you. β€οΈ
2021-01-01 16:36:45 +0000 UTC View Post
Love is death
Love
Tears you appart
Makes you hate yourself
Makes you forget yourself
So you crawl around in neverending circles
Love tests you
you never pass
Love kills
destroys
extracts demons
Love almost never pleases
only when it looses its power
Love is a pain in the ass
& it sticks around
Somewhere
..deep inside
there is an empty hole
you digged in me
It's so small
but feels so big
that makes me
loose
my focus
Yourself
If you don't know
how to enjoy alone
you will stay lonely..
But you can try
to get to know yourself
if you learn your ways
to see exactly
how to entertain yourself
& the whole universe around
Cause you're alone in it
Free for love
Free for love
this is all
we need to be
The thunder won't stop
The fire will burn
all the worries away
and the blasts from the past
will stay in the past
Announcement
Just released my new tier for $15. I gave myself a challenge to step up and try to be more intimate and personal with you, finding every part of myself and draw it on the surface (yeah, I am still kinnda shy)
So if you want to see me more you have to check in 'Master' tier. Anyway, the 'Loyal' tier will still be open and I...
