Love yourself
Take care (and love yourself)
you'll love myself by doing so
I'll love you back
just as you love yourself
sensualminimal posts
So unreal
So it seems the circle is complete
You left me there in bliss
I continued getting lost in my dreams
but you forced me back to reality
and it's not real
The sound of nothing
Affraid of my own shadow;
it wants to suck me in
It's demanding & controling
I hear her talking to me
her language of the darknes
she sings me songs
in which I somehow find solace
I love listening to the sound of nothing
Place for you
Feeling funny
not thinking about anything
my reality crushes within
making some more place
for you to stay in
35mm self-portraits
2022-09-09 13:47:59 +0000 UTC View Post
Choices
Smart choices often comes from very stupid decisions
Black & white self-portraits on film
2022-09-06 13:29:56 +0000 UTC View Post
Staying high
I need some weed
to stay high
every time you leave me behind
Set me loose
Bring me fire
now & then
Please cum
again
& set me loose
as if I'm dreaming
I've craved for it so goddamn long
Wind
Model: Sabina
on 35mm expired film, I'll be posting more photos from this roll soon :)
2022-08-31 14:05:36 +0000 UTC View PostZero
Rain is falling
& I'm just sitting here thinking;
don't know what to feel
except nothing
nothing is what I want to feel right now
absolutely nothing
Then there is my existence
is there some sense
in this big nothingness
or just
nothing
35mm self-portraits
2022-08-30 18:49:16 +0000 UTC View PostForgetting
When I dream I have everything
when I wake up
I forget
Self on 35mm b&w film
2022-08-28 09:17:15 +0000 UTC View PostObey
A piece of you is always here
your voice in my mind
when I step on the edge
I hear you loud and clear
& I obey
Believe in nothing
Tired of being there
of not being there
of you constantly asking where
If I'd know I'd tell
but what's the point
if I don't believe in anything
Self-portrait from the river
2022-08-24 13:00:54 +0000 UTC View PostStorm
We live in this insane world
but your madness improves mine
High on each other
we lost our heads in the storm
then we became one
Self on 35mm b&w film
2022-08-22 20:12:01 +0000 UTC View Post
Balancing
Struggles in my heart
there has been so much avoidance
between us two
but we both play
something
at least we're balancing each other
when we fall
Sand print
You touched my skin & I can't get you out of it
Self-portraits from 2020
2022-08-17 17:28:07 +0000 UTC View Post
Find me when I'm lost
I'm asking myself lately
how am I still loosing control over you
you are the drug
keeping me sane
I've just been so unsure of what I'm doing lately
I needed some medicine
to find myself again
35mm self-portraits, Piran 2022
2022-08-16 17:32:44 +0000 UTC View PostWhat I need
What I need
is always just close enough to feel
but not to drown in it
Full 35mm rolls of film are published in the "master" tier
2022-08-16 07:47:26 +0000 UTC View PostHigh regard
Bleeding darling Yoni
got too much attention
he spread me far in between
the two extremes
so I simply hold on to him
having high regard
even at the darkest states of mind
