Laurel Rothamel

I did go out with a friend today…

She forced me out, bought me sushi, and took me to the kpop store.

I will show y’all what I got later via an unboxing video, but tbh I cried all my makeup off.

Taking the rest of the night to rest.

I’m sorry y’all. Really going through it rn.

Some affirmations for this week:

Went out again last night.

Tbh I’m going through something right now and it’s making it hard to do anything.

I’ve spent my days on the couch crying.

My friends have been making an effort to pull me out of my home. So all these going out pics, are because of my friends who care about my well being.

Grateful for them.

Another night out, but with my irl kpop girly :)

Peep the fit?

All keep crashing.

Such a frustrating day yall.

Since my pc is broken, let’s over share :)

I’ve been only resting and watching kdramas because I feel as though I have no routine without the ability to film / edit….

Also I was ghosted twice recently by the same person and they are once again hitting me up like they think I’m stupid or forgetful.

I’ll stick to my unattainable kpop men.

My h...

My pc is still broken so what would you like to see on here til it’s fixed?

More performance recording from the Ateez shows?

More vloggy daily videos from my days until it’s fixed?

More pics and photos dumps?

Or do y’all just wanna wait til I can get us back to our normal content?

Lmk, I feel stir crazy because I can’t do anything but wait til these new parts arrive… ...

My comfy pirate fit :)

I felt so cute and sexy y’all and it was comfy?! Like best last minute fit ever.

Show was amazing! I’ll post a whole bunch of clips of the performance as soon as I get back from Chicago bc it was almost as good as a view as Arlington and I made sure to film all the boys more and different songs!

Lil Iphone Reaction to HIT ME UP by Mirani Ft. Mingi of ATEEZ

not my usual reaction set up but i hope this is ok for now while i get my pc fixed!

LOL I LOOK SO ROUGH Y'ALL PLZ DONT JUDGE ME!

Waiting waiting waitingggg

What should I do in DC if I have free time?!

I have so many more pics to post and whatnot

Thank y’all for being patient while I get my shit together. I miss and love y’all!

Let me know the highlight of your past week!

Mine was cuddling my puppy for a full day. She missed me so much and I missed her so much and I currently miss her because I leave for DC in 12 hours wahhhh.

My Arlington Concert Clips

This wasn't supposed to be for anyone else but me tbh, I wasn't originally gonna post these anywhere but since my streaming / youtube PC is broken I felt I couldn't leave y'all hanging while that gets sorted out!

So apologizes for not having a lot of full songs, and for favoring certain boys LOL, like i said i just reco...

All my clips from Arlington soundcheck

As you can see I was a little nervous LOL but originally I had only planned on. this being for my personal collection LOL

computer issues update & plan moving forward

sorry for the inconvience y'all, im just as frusrated as y'all, if not more!

Computer is fucked. Can’t do my job. Really worried and scared and sad y’all. I’m sorry. Trying to figure out what I can do asap

On phone with my mod now trying to trouble shoot. Plz send good vibes. I was not built for tech issues.

Tried making a long post (with many pics) and Patreon crashed and didn’t save anything.

I’m v tired I will try again when I’m home / rested sorry!

I love y’all btw.

Reacting to The Boyz Gibberish MV

Reacting to Stray Kids Slash from the Deadpool Wolverine OST

no edits just vibez, i do get emotional my bbbbb

I’m so tired, but I’m home!

Here on pics from yesterday, I have so much to show y’all but it’s a lot to sift through so give me a few days. Hoping to edit this into a Vlog!

Yesterday was a movie

My outfit was inspired by Yunho’s weekend 2 Coachella fit! Maura was inspired by bouncy Seonghwa!

29 THINGS IVE LEARNED IN 29 YEARS

ATE FULL ALBUM REACTION

No Edits just VIBEZZZ

LMK what ur fave song is!

I’m so grateful for all the new subscribers!

New exclusive reactions are commmming! Until then…. Enjoy a toilet thought lol

Finally Watching The Stray Kids FIVESTAR Mashup video!

and rewatching the ROCKSTAR one too!

no edits just vibez

FINALLY CAUGHT UP ON ATE STUFF :)

Yesterday I took myself on a self care date

I know it needed it, but now I fear I’ve made today harder bc I have so much to do and didn’t do any of it yesterday ahhhh.

Anyway! Subs are cheaper now for Stan and delulu tiers WOOOOO

I journaled the first time in a long time at my favorite spot yesterday and did some reading. Sushi was yummy, udon was ever ...

All the subathon selfies, memes, etc that I didn’t post :)

What a fucking incredible 12 days ❤️

All of texas has internet outages…

Including me, and I have very spotty data in my home. I’m basically unable to do much without internet, and I’ve been without it all day today.

I can’t film new reaction content like I literally planned to today. Nor can I receive work from my editor…

So idk I guess I’ll read and hang out with Isley unt...

Was gonna make a post about the subathon being over…

Then the app crashed, and I’m very tired.

So I’ll do it later lol.

But I did just survive a Pilates class on little to no sleep. Are you proud of me?!

Brought Yunho and Yuqi for emotional support :)

Reacting to newest SKZ Teen Vogue (answering questions for each other)

no edits just vibez