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SE;ki Bonus 2 page 7-9

so i decided to go back and change somethings on pages 7 and 8 to fit with page 9 i guess haha.... the flow was feeling so off and i didn't know how to fix it any other way..

i hope these look good, i accidentally inked the last 2 pages with a thinner pen so i had to try and fix that in post... ahh im struggling haha i ...

Chapter 16 page 46-47

Yuki👏ark👏over👏

there are still a few pages left of this chapter but we are pretty much caught up to the beginning of chapter one! 11 and a half years lol.. almost 12 i think 😂 drawing manga takes a lot longer than you think

i hope this ending is satisfactory.. i mean its not supposed to be too satisfac...

Chapter 16 page 45

im sorry there only one page today 🙈 its been a bit of a week.. i feel like ive worked and worked but made no progress.. ugh

ive been so pms-y and on top of that i got a cold! ugh so today i have cramps AND im tired because i haven't been able to sleep because my nose is so stuffy 🙃 so fun... hahaa-  i really...

Chapter 16 page 44

okay im back :D it was a pretty good sketch week :D im done sketching the rest of this chapter yay :D

and now, time for the talk? 👀

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omg im done 💃🙌🙏 ah i never thought id be able to get here haha we are finally caught up to the beginning of chapter one :D  i wish i had a bottle of wine to celebrate haha even if its Monday lol

is this a satisfactory ending to this ark? i re-wrote it so many times.. both this part and the part just before...

Taking another sketch week!

heye babes! im taking this week off to sketch! there's only 8 pages left of this chapter and this entire long long ark so i wanna get it right! currently working on the prep work, very exciting haha 🙃

there miiiiight be a bo...

Chapter 16 page 42-43

Seki might have a bit of relationship ptsd 🙃

isnt it cute that they are both in their pyjamas? haha 

i mean Seki sleeps naked so its not technically his pyjamas but its what he wears at home in the evening :3 and morning in this case lol

and just incase anyone was wonder how Seki got to Yuusukes ...

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yuusuke made an oopsie but he made it all right in the end.. because he is a good boy :3 this scene was difficult to wright, and i had to rewrite it a bunch of times because someone always ended up looking like an ass.. i hope i got it right in the end :3 

there are a little delayed because ive been bad at drawing ...

Chapter 16 page 41

Seki just realized he forgot the eyepatch :P did anyone of you notice? haha

also 'Whoa there buddy 👀👀

A little BJ -nsfw-

remember when i used to do monthly NFSW illustrations? 

maybe i should bring that back.. it was pretty fun...haha

anyway this is just a quick little thing from a panel in the bonus comic, its was difficult to get the pose right so i ended up sketching it on a separate canvas from the rest of the page, and bec...

Chapter 16 page 40

page 40, only 12 or so more to go in this reasonably length chapter 🙃

Chapter 16 page 39

(edit/ i redrew Seki's coffee glass in the last panel because i was looking kinda bad, and i redrew yuusukes arm in the 3d panel because the pose was too similar tp the first panel//)

the next page will be up tomorrow! im almost done with it but it got late here and i dont wanna rush it...

Chapter 16 page 38

ah finishing this page literally took all day D: it 7pm now and im starving haha

the shading is super rushed and i didnt bother with the labels on the ice coffee and soy milk but i'll fix that later, now food

also please admire the coffee and milk being pored in to the glass :P  i didnt know if i would be abl...

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yay im not behind on sketching :D haha

also 👀👀👀

Chapter 16 page 36-37

a just woken up Yuusuke :3 

look at his cute apartment now that its furnished :3

and also happy weekend everybody! :3

Chapter 16 page 34-35

im sorry seki 🙈

i don't like hurting him 🙈🙈

Chapter 16 page 33

i only had time for one page today because i was working on the sketches until yesterday.. i'll give you 2 page on Tuesday instead because now i have a bunch of pages sketched :D :D (up for $5 patrons) so i can do that haha

i think this is a good cliffhanger to leave on lol and the next 2 pages goes together better anyw...

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ahh look how many page ive done! :D it feels so good 😭💖

now i gotta catch up on the bonus comic! sorry ive missed a few updates on that 😭 you will get a page next week i promise!

Chapter 16 page 32

im back :D it felt really good taking a few days just to sketch :D ive fished sketching 4 page and im almost done with the 3 after that :D ive been super productive dispite still being a little sick :D

anyway!! DRAMA 😱💦

I'm taking the rest of the week off to sketch!

im bringing sketch week back! 👏

recently ive just been trying to put out as many pages as i can and i feel like the quality of the art and the story has suffered... i feel so unhappy with so much of this chapter ☹ more than ive done in a long time, and it probably because of how rushed everything is.. and also beca...

Chapter 16 page 31

heeeello! sorry i didnt answer any comments from the last update! after i posted that my fever went up and i just like slept for about 2 days lol... im feeling better now.. not fully recovered but much much better.. it was horrible ugh

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apparently i hadn't posted the preview for page 30? sorry about that ugh.. im still sick.. im better now but im not great... and im behind on sketching again.. this sucks so much..

but drawing this kinda makes me happy lol this is a fun scene haha im sorry seki 🙈💦 

btw is it clear that seki storms out o...

Chapter 16 page 29-30

look they are communicating  👀👏 lol

it feel so good to have finished these  😩💖 ive been feeling crappy all week and today i woke up really sick... im gonna take the rest of the day off and hopefully i'll be better tomorrow 😭

love you! hope you all have a great weekend!

SE;ki returns on Friday!

hey guys! i realized i never told you when i will return after this little winter break! 

it will be on Friday! 😅

im working hard on catching up on sketching after Christmas, it has not been a productive couple of weeks ugh...

im not in a great place right now you could say... there's some...

Happy New Year y'all!!

whoopwhopp! happy YEAR OF THE DRAGON! 🥂

have a little Seki with a little hint of what's to come maybe  👀

i just wanna thank you all so much for your support this past year! and i hope i'll keep seeing you around 💖💖

i love you so so much my dear patreon supporters! i literally could not do th...

HAPPY HOLIDAY YA'LL

im so late but i did managed to finish this before New Years lol
i seriously over edited this in photoshop ack..sorry if the bloom hurts your eyes ;w;

i completely died after Christmas.. i was literally dead for like 4 days.. the only thing ive done all week is be dead and watch old videos on youtube... im so much be...

Chapter 16 page 27-28

i feel like this should have a trigger warning 🙈😥

im sorry Seki haha

Chapter 16 page 26

good boy Yuusuke ;v;

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ah i managed to sketch so many page haha i should probably have sketched a bit more on the last page but im tired now.. 

Chapter 16 page 24-25

ahh it feels soo good being back on schedule  😭💖

i kinda wanna completely redraw the first of these page tho lol 

anyway,

Happy weekend everybody! 🥂💃