“Lay with me for a minute.” She was supposed to be leaving but she stretched out on the couch and opened her arms instead.
I couldn’t resist. I curled up next to her and nuzzled against her neck. It was too humid to be touching each other, the air was heavy with the need to rain, she smelled like sweat and summer...
2020-06-28 15:39:23 +0000 UTC View Post
“I wanna be your birdie forever...”
2020-06-25 22:38:52 +0000 UTC View Post
My little-side is just for me these days, but I still like to indulge in it once in a while with cute things. Confession? I bought myself an adult soother. 🙈 My ex dom (Cub/Mr.J/Daddy) used to taunt me with one, he knew that sucking while I orgasmed turned me on like crazy, and he knew soothers were embarrassing. He would ...
2020-06-25 01:19:53 +0000 UTC View Post
Almost all of the selfies I’ve posted these past few months have been pics I’ve taken to send to Max while I’m missing her.
It had me thinking about how different people inspire me to take different kinds of photos. For Max I take sexy pics, and I’m always focused on my thighs (sometimes my boobs or collarbones...
2020-06-23 03:02:52 +0000 UTC View Post(This post is intensely personal and involves addiction, if these topics are triggering for you please be mindful.)
I’ve been working with my therapist these past few weeks trying to make a plan and make some changes in my marriage. My husband is struggling with an alcohol addiction and I am struggling w...
2020-06-22 18:27:48 +0000 UTC View Post
Tonight and tomorrow are powerful days, the summer solstice and the new moon, a solar eclipse in some corners of the world.
I’m a bit quieter than usual, it’s been a really heavy week. But I’m taking moments to try and harness all this planetary power. I’m trying to draw up all the courage I can for this moment...
2020-06-20 17:18:09 +0000 UTC View PostI wrote this a few years ago about one of my favourite men. A mentor of mine who changed the course of my life. He saw me, as a lost little bunny in his ‘Society: Challenge and Change’ class, and he got through to me. My whole career was shaped by the lessons I learned in his classroom. I adored him. I found out a few...
2020-06-18 02:33:23 +0000 UTC View Post
It’s that time of year again, my favourite tradition.
I’m grateful for my garden doing spectacular things, it’s a necessary and beautiful distraction from all of the difficult work around here lately.
I have my third therapy session today. I’ve been writing little notes after each of them, to help me rem...
2020-06-16 13:43:21 +0000 UTC View Post
“Life will break you.
Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won’t either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning.
You have to love.
You have to feel.
It is the reason you are here on earth.
You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it ...
2020-06-15 18:03:46 +0000 UTC View Post
Mars sent me this little daydream in the mail. A tiny painting of our coven dancing naked in wildflowers. We keep making promises for things we want to do when the pandemic has settled, dancing naked in wildflowers is high on the list.
2020-06-15 15:00:52 +0000 UTC View Post
This week has been an impossible train of Events and Things That Must Be Addressed. I’m setting off explosions in my own life, instead of enduring, instead of being afraid to rock the boat. It’s hard work.
2020-06-13 17:21:37 +0000 UTC View Post
I love that I took one look at this instax from my personal collection and knew immediately which party this was. Summertime Badness last August, where E introduced us to the titanium claws, I tried (and failed) to hit on Max, and Toppy O came to life thanks to the magical powers of a flower crown.
Here she is clawing ...
2020-06-12 22:54:32 +0000 UTC View Post
I’m sending out these gay ass stickers tomorrow! If you want me to mail you one just leave a comment on this post telling me one good or nice thing about yourself.
I’ll send you a message through your Patreon inbox (you have one of those!) to ask which mailing address to use, so you could even ask me to mail them to...
2020-06-12 02:51:16 +0000 UTC View Post
I’ve been sharing instax from my personal collection, and this one is actually Joie’s, but it’s one of my favourites. All the babes sifting through the piles of Instax from the party.... I love these moments.
2020-06-10 22:06:57 +0000 UTC View Post
One of my favourite things about visiting friends is that I get to see their little instax shrines! At Joie’s apartment she has a cork board with all kinds of fun things stuck to it. (Including this shot of me from the 5th Sapphic Slumber Party last Spring.)
2020-06-10 21:22:17 +0000 UTC View Post
My grandparents are moving to a smaller home. They’re still alive. All 4 of them are actually, even though I’m 38 years old. Isn’t that wild?
I feel lucky to know them and spend time with them now and then, when life allows. I call and send cute notes in the mail with pictures and memories. I love them all so dea...
2020-06-10 03:05:34 +0000 UTC View Post
“If you suddenly and unexpectedly feel joy, don’t hesitate. Give in to it. There are plenty of lives and whole towns destroyed or about to be. Whatever it is, don’t be afraid of its plenty. Joy is not made to be a crumb.” -Don’t Hesitate by Mary Oliver
I saw this excerpt from a poem b...
2020-06-08 18:28:35 +0000 UTC View Post
My home situation has become increasingly challenging, and today my best friend Joie gave me the gift of a mental health day. She went to her girlfriends place and left me the keys to her beautiful EMPTY bachelor apartment with a killer balcony view. I spent 10 hours on blissful selfish indulgence. It was so fucking necessary...
2020-06-08 03:22:23 +0000 UTC View Post
Just a reminder that you can comment on yesterday’s post to get a free gay ass sticker mailed to you. Mail is a nice surprise these days.
This dress is wrinkly and I didn’t sleep very well but the birds are singing and I’m determined that today won’t be so bad.
2020-06-06 15:08:12 +0000 UTC View Post
Congratulations to syr who won the pride wand!
Today’s present is my favourite one so far. I’ve made these gay ass stickers to cheer up our resident dominant, E. (Thats her cute butt at a slumber party.)
The stickers are 2 inches x 2 inches, and they’re outdoor safe and waterproof.
I want to mail you...
2020-06-05 21:43:49 +0000 UTC View Post
My teenaged-self marched for gay rights, decriminalizing weed and abolishing the police. Things everyone scoffed at. Our city has a police budget of over a billion dollars. I work in mental health and I can tell you how badly we need that kind of money, and how much safer we could make our communities with the right services ...
2020-06-05 04:04:19 +0000 UTC View Post
“I would have been happy if you’d picked me dandelions,” I was in awe.
“I know,” she replied, “but you deserve so much more.”
She’s been the sunshine during these hard days. The bouquet smells so good my youngest kiddo inhaled them deeply and said “Mama these smell so good you could sell sniffs...
2020-06-05 03:42:22 +0000 UTC View Post
Today’s giveaway is another wicked impact wand from Eden. This pride rainbow double-star wand leaves a super cute star-within-a-star mark on your desired consensual target.
I’ll mail you this pretty little baby (and a couple extra little treats) if you comment below and tell me something GOOD you did this ...
2020-06-03 15:41:14 +0000 UTC View Post
Dating a person obsessed with my thighs means trying to figure out how to best show them off when I’m sending her pictures. I balanced my phone on my light fixture to get this one... she said I did a good job and she wants to put her face right there. Mission accomplished.
Just a reminder you have until to...
2020-06-03 03:08:49 +0000 UTC View Post
My bestie had her birthday today and she drove over to have a dance party at the end of my driveway. I missed her so much! Here’s an instax from my personal collection from the first Sapphic Slumber Party in 2017 of me and Joie being adorable.
2020-06-02 05:01:01 +0000 UTC View Post
One of our darling coven babes is making these lovely masks as a way to keep her business open. I feel lucky to know her because I get front of the line access to these kickass masks! Of all the designs I’ve tried these ones stay on the best, instead of having elastic that hooks over the ears it’s two bands that go behind...
2020-06-02 04:01:52 +0000 UTC View Post
1. Puddle pants. Remember these from your toddler years? I found them in big girl sizes. With Care Bears on ‘em. They’re very little and cute.
2. Shout out to my girlfriend for spending 2 and a half hours on the phone with me yesterday when I was in crisis. She listened, and she distracted me with stories about her...
2020-06-01 04:29:17 +0000 UTC View Post
The world is on fire and so is my home. Yesterday I had to take a stand and give some tough ultimatums. It did not go well. It’s hugely anxiety provoking to not know what’s coming next, but I couldn’t keep going the way we were. I was raised in a chaotic environment with angry drunk men. I do not want to live in one now...
2020-05-31 15:24:44 +0000 UTC View Post
Self-Portrait
Sapphic Slumber Party #2 - November 2017
2020-05-30 03:57:31 +0000 UTC View Post
