Hello everyone ! I hope you are doing fine ! Thank you for your sweet christmas messages:)
I'm spending this week with my friend Ladylili cosplay who came from Portugual visiting me. We were supposed to do our photoshoot yesterday but things didn't go quite according to plan.
Indeed , you all remember Clef...
Hello my dear Patrons. Sorry for the lack of news since Christmas.
I hope you had a lovely time with your relatives and I wish you a wonderful year full of joy, success , health and love.
I spent Christmas with my mother, brother and my aunt and her 2 daughters , it was nice to see them. I only ate what I know I cou...
Merry Christmas Eve ! .Last picture of the Christmas serie.
I'm not doing anything tonight and I don't have any energy left to even get up of my couch but tomorrow once my batteries are recharged I'll see my brother and my mom. :)
I wish you happiness and lots of yummy food. Enjoy it for me ^^ ( the food, I mean...
I'm so exhausted I almost forgot to send this pic. Im in bed and I'll sleep as soon as typing this post is done .( Having some tougher days than others lately )
I already posted this pic on Instagram but since it is low quality I'm reposting it here :)
Night night !
Clef
A bit late but I didn't forget !
I just got a good news . I have been wanting to take sewing lessons for 1 year ( to occupy my days essentially when my body is okay ) and I got the phone call saying there was finally free room just for one person. And that person is me and on the time period I wanted :)
So in Ja...
Sorry I missed yesterday's pic. Days have been tough since past sunday. Especially the last couple days and I totally forgot about my daily posts.
Same song for today: Lots of pain in every inch of my body and tremendous fatigue and I have no idea why so I'm just waiting for it to improve. It's not the first time .
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From now on I'll post one Christmas pic /day^^ I Hope you won't be tired of it.
2018-12-15 20:37:48 +0000 UTC View Post
Because I haven't edited all the pictures yet ^^
2018-12-13 20:03:47 +0000 UTC
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One thing is for sure : It's not easy to center a picture when you are being behind and in front of the camera at the same time ^^,,,, But at least this time, the pics are not blurry :)))
2018-12-12 19:52:14 +0000 UTC View Post
As much as I'm happy with the pictures I took yesterday, I'm still facing the side effects of it. I barely slept one hour last night, my brain is cracking up and I feel like I'm going insane , my body is just pain and no strengh at all, even typing on my phone is difficult.. I knew I would need some rest after yesterda...
and a small preview from my phone 
and a lot of cleaning, deleting and editing to do ^0^
Sorry for the high pitched voice !
Congratulations all:
2018-12-09 18:07:27 +0000 UTC View Post
Technically you have 3 chances on 15 to be picked !
I also took a day to set the lights for my next photoshoot . Here I was testing them XD that's why I look "uh?".I believe this background would also fit a Sabrina photoshoot don't you think ?2018-12-08 17:08:08 +0000 UTC
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While waiting for this week end random draw, you'll find my latest pictures below ^^
Concerning my health : a couple days ago I saw the lung specialist, who, like the previous specialist , doesn't know why my throat is clicking, why I have trouble swallowing , why I feel like someone is strangulating me,why I have tro...
and picking 3 winners. To be sure most of my Patrons saw my previous post and read it. If you didn't yet, please take a look at it :)
2018-12-05 13:09:39 +0000 UTC View Post
Hello my dear Patrons!
Today I wanted to do something to thank you. I used to proceed to random draws at the beginning of this Patreon when there were still different pledges and when I was still able to work regularly .
So for Christmas and new years Eve I would like to organize a new random draw and offer to th...
When I have enough strength, Christmas photoshoot will be coming.
2018-12-02 13:20:48 +0000 UTC View Post
I believe I never posted all my pics from this shoot and since it was Tangled birthday a few days ago here they are ! '(they are all a bit blurry, I guess I'm still learning how to use my camera ^^,,,)
I also wanted to say: life sometimes may be hard, life may be painful, but life is also beautiful! Knowing you, guys, ...
Each time I prepare a photoshoot, I need days to recover right after. But I'm still doing it because it's not healthy not doing anything and I need this in my life to keep believing life is worth it ., I put a lot of energy and work to do this. I hope you'll like it
I have only been eating rice crakers ...
Something I posted on Instagram last night. I was in so much pain with my stomach ( still am) although just a couple hours earlier I was taking pictures. Then I ate dinner a little bit because I need to eat to survive and the magical world was gone ... Cant wait for it to return.
2018-11-26 16:08:15 +0000 UTC View Post
Like I told you, pain and fatigue never stopped me before from doing photoshoots so I forced myself to do one. Not a cosplay really but totally related anyway. I believe I was a Magical Girl in another life so here I'm posing with all my magical stuff.
Well obvioulsy these are just previews :3
Now I need to go to b...
To tell you I'm not forgetting you're here waiting for an update , my dear Patrons.
I'm still struggling with my throat and breathing problem ( it has gotten slightly better though, especially if I stay warm) and with that injury in my stomach that woken up the pain I previously had in my right side for more than one ...
Selfies :
++++ Clef
Remember the outfit I was supposed to wear for Halloween ?Well here it is . I had planned a pumpkin witch like makeup to go with it but well since I didn't make it to halloween's night , no pumpkin makeup.
It means I have time to train for next year.
I took these pics 2 days before the pain in my stomach was too str...
But as you can guess...lately, I have not been partying in Ibiza .
Indeed, 9 days ago, as I was taking cortison for my throat and breathing problems, I suddenly faced intense pain in my stomach. It was so painful I ended up at the hospital for 4 days.
It looks like cortison hurt my stomach and lyme disease not being pa...
